Direct experience most fundamentally, is that of awareness aware of apparent, transient; thought, perception and sensation.
Has weakness ever been seen, is weakness of perception?
Can a picture of weakness be shared?
Is weakness found in sensation?
Can weakness be pointed to?
Weakness is a self referential thought.
As it’s believed “I’m weak”… awareness, aware of thought(s), is believing the transient appearance of itself, thoughts… to be descriptive or accurate about, itself.
This is like steam claiming truth about water, while the reality of steam is none other than, water.
Weakness is conditioning. A self referential thought, based on a past, and an individual who had one - believed.
Weakness, per Merriam-Webster:
Fault. Defect.
The condition, “I’m weak”, is derived of past experience, believed to be “a defect”, which is, “my fault”.
A belief loop. A thought about me, and a thought about, me.
But that pesky emotional guidance though right? Ever-present, infallible perfection. A rather relentless love.
So what gives?
“I’m” is a thought about the awareness aware of, the very thought, which awareness is appearing as.
“Weak” is also a thought awareness is appearing as and aware of.
As it pertains to the true nature, to that “pesky” infallible guidance of Creator-Creating-Creation; thoughts - fleeting transient phenomenon, simply will not do.
Belief, per Merriam-Webster:
A state or habit of mind in which trust or confidence is placed in some person or thing.
Some thing that is accepted, considered to be true, or held as an opinion : something believed.
Conviction of the truth of some statement or the reality of some being or phenomenon especially when based on examination of evidence.
Really let that sink in. Deeper than bones.
A belief is a state or habit.
Does that mean there is a state or states, habit?
No. That would be, a belief.
Some thing accepted, true, held as opinion?
No. That would be, a belief.
Conviction of the truth, some statement of the reality of some being or phenomenon especially when based on examination of evidence…?
No! That would be - a belief!
"When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me.
For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."
Jesus
Only transmutation will do, as thought simply cannot do what the true nature appearing as, can.
Pesky, per Merriam-Webster:
Troublesome. Vexatious.
“And I try, oh my God do I try! I try all the time in this institution!
And I pray, Oh my God do I pray! I pray every single day for a revolution!
And so I cry sometimes when I’m lying in bed, just to get it all out; what’s in my head.
And I, I’m feeling a little peculiar.
So I wake in the mourning - and I step outside and I take a deep breath and I get real high and I scream, from the top of my lungs -
what’s goin on!?”
Well, that’s ‘the thing’. Nobody knows. You can’t figure it out. You can’t solve it.
But maybe the guidance as it were is not so ‘pesky’ after all.
Maybe “I’m weak” is simply, self-evidently, and in accordance with the guidance - just, not true.
They could’ve easily went with ‘Four Brunettes’, but they didn’t. They went the other way, the way-less way of non. Of emptying, of letting it all out. Of truth, relief; of Not Knowing what’s goin on.
And so it is with you as well, if you are playing small, pretending this light can be dimmed, believing the message and the intrinsic guidance of, isn’t felt.
Go the other way.
No one get’s out of the ‘institution’, as the institution is yet another thought, a belief - that which is not in yet seems to be in, is presently aware of.
Transmutation, per Merriam Webster:
To change or alter in form, appearance, or nature and especially to a higher form.
To subject some thing, such as an element, to transmutation.
Are you aware?
Are you aware, that you are, aware?
Can you name one thing, just one single thing, anything at all,
which is aware?
Which is allowed to be heard, now, presently?
Form?
Appearance?
Nature?
Higher?
Start of course ’where you are’, inevitably; all is but belief.
This is where the pointing ends.
This is not a screen, Santa isn’t coming, and the ‘revolution’ will not be televised.